as usual...
i woke up at 7am to prepare to go for my 8am class...
gosh...
it was so difficult to make myself get up from the bed..-_-
i got myself prepared...
changed my clothes and tied my hair...
when i was about to go out...
i will usually grab my phone and check on the time before i leave my room...
yea...
i received a message from fida...
the message was already sent to me at 7.15am...
but i was in the toilet that time...
my 8am class was last minutes canceled again..-_-
this is the second time already!!!!
why always last minute announcement??!!!...

anyway...
i went back to bed again after i wake bb up...
and bb said bb will wake me up again at 9am...
so that i can take the 3 hours before class to study my programming...
i slept like a pig!!!..:p
i continued sleeping again after i closed bb's phone..:p
until 10am...
but there was nothing much i could studied in that 3 hours time..:(

then i went for my next class at 12pm...
right until 6pm...
and i had to rushed back to my room...
to settle my things...
i need to get myself ready by 7.30pm...
in less than one and a half hour...
i managed to wash my clothes...
bathed...
and took my dinner...
though i only ate bread for dinner...
anyway...
i was too stressful that i had no appetite to eat at all..:(

my programming test started at 8pm sharp...
and it really killing me!!!..:(
too difficult...
the first question was still ok ok for me...
as the answers can be found in the reference book...
but went it came to the second question...
i had no idea how to do at all...
i managed to code something on it...
at least i did not leave the whole program blank..:p
but still i could not run it...
and i did not get to finish the second question on time...
so in the end...
i passed up undone works...
and most of them could not get to do the 2nd question too...
only a few of them managed to complete the whole test..:(

anyway...
i am glad that everything is over now...
i feel not so stressful anymore..:)

i started to feel that i have conflicts here already...
whether i am thinking too much or not...
sometimes it really make me fed up...
and superb annoyed...
but what to do...
human is borned to be selfish...

i only had three classes today...
and i went kuantan with my coursemates right after class...
five of us altogether...
we rented a senior's car...

the reason we went kuantan...
was just to accompanied jessephine to changed her bus tickets...
coz she cannot make it to go back on on thursday night...
due to the programming HOT...
i brought them to 'nam chun yun' food court for lunch...
after we settled jessephine's bus tickets...
and headed back to university after our lunch...

in the evening...
i had to go for my co-curiculum activity...
hand ball practice...
at 4.30pm...-_-
today's practice was superb tiring...
tired tired tired...
thank goodness my technical english class was canceled...

my roommates and i had dinner together in the room...
we cooked our own rice...
siewfun brought her rice cooker here..:)
and we bought 3 dishes from the cafe...
and another one dish was pork..:p
and we had tea too..:)

currently struggling with my ISE...
will be having quiz tomorrow...
and my programming HOT..:(
can hardly study anymore...

it is tuesday today...
i feel so much better already today..:)

i had my computer architecture quiz this morning...
the questions were all so much easier than i expected..:)
i managed to finish all the questions in less than 10 minutes time...

and i finally presented my visual basic's project...
i did not present in front of my coursemates...
due to limitation of time...
the lecturer decided to come to us...
i only presented my project to my lecturer...
one on one...
not so stressful...
but i think my performance was awful..:(
my lecturer commented on my project...
and she did mentioned that there was one part of my project was kind of not necessary...
but anyway...
all i could ever answer was just...'i shall improve on that'...
i just hope i will not get a very low marks..-_-

my programming HOT is supposed to be today...
but there was a last minute announcement from the lecturer again...-_-
saying that the HOT will be postponed to this coming thursday night...
the good thing is...
i still have time to prepare for this HOT...
but i know no matter how much time i have i will not be able to understand programming..:(
programming techniques is just so a killer subject to me...
and the bad thing is...
i might not get to go home...
not only coz of the HOT...
but i will be having another technical english class on friday night...
plus might need to go for four hours of hand ball practice on saturday..:(
gosh!!!!...i hate co-curiculum...
i hate sports!!!!!..-_-

i just came back from my technical english class...
about an hour ago..-_-
we did our 'tell me more' again...
and the lecturer was absent again for tonight...
i was almost done with my 'tell me more'...
i just left the words pronouciation part...
where i need to pronoun 252 different words..-_-
but when i was already on the 133rd word...
the whole system shut down..-_-
which means it was time to close the lab..:(
i am not sure if the program will automatically save my data or not...
if not...
i will have to re-read those 133 words all over again..:(

i just got back from my class..
about and hour ago...
today my worst day ever in UMP!!!!!

UNLUCKY NUMBER ONE...
i was waiting to go for my first class...
and i wanted to take out my handphone pouch out from my beg...
my precious phone accidentally dropped on the ground!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the tar ground!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..:(
the whole battery came off from the battery compartment..:(
and now my phone is seriously injured...to me..:(
there are scars on my phone..:(
i want to change phone's housing..:(
my phone looks terrible to me..:(

UNLUCKY NUMBER TWO...
i was picked to go for my visual basic's presentation...
it went on well at first...
until the moment when i was supposed to run my program...
error occured once i clicked on the first button...
i have no idea where went wrong at all!!!
even andy could not traced my mistake..:(
so the lecturer had to skip my presentation first...
i felt so so so frustrated that i cried in the lab...
i had been struggling in this project for almost a month...
but it ended up with error even on the first interface...
i never expect this to happen at all...
coz i had tried playing with it for a few times before i hand in my project...
is it pathetic??!!!!!.:(

but andy tried running it on yeo's lappy...
and there was no error occured...
andy helped me to explain to the lecturer that nothing was wrong actually...
maybe it was the computer that cannot read...
so the lecturer said i can present my project using my lappy tomorrow..-_-

i am superb stressful now...
stressful coz of my visual basic's presentation...
i know i have errors in my project...
once my friend try on one part of the interface...
my program will stop and start debugging...
i did not apply error handling on it...
coz i do not know how to do it..:(
so anyhow...
i am dying tomorrow...
plus i will be having my computer architecture quiz tomorrow...
and programming techniques HOT...
i have not study on any of these two yet at all...
and i do not have enough time for all these...
coz i will be having technical english class tonight..:(

i am superb superb unhappy too...
unhappy coz of my phone...
it seems not perfect for me already...
and i feel like changing one immediately...
i love my phone so so much...
but now with lots and lots of scars on it..:(

i went back to university...
this morning...
for my technical english presentation...

daddy fetched me there...
i was the first to reach XBK05..:)
but the door was locked...
so i waited alone there for jessephine to come...
followed by the rest of my coursemates...

as usual...
the lecturer was late again...
for almost 40 minutes..-_-
our presentation was supposed to start at 9am...
by we delayed for almost an hour...
coz we still need to wait for the person incharged to come over to unlock the door..-_-

my presentation for today...
it was horrible!!!!..:(
i presented for 4 minutes and 11 seconds...
which had exceeded 1 minutes 11 seconds of the given time...
so i guess i will get 0 marks for my presentation's time..:(

anyway...
daddy fetched me back home again after my presentation ended..:p
good to be home..:)

i went out again to help jessephine to get her bus tickets to go back to KL...
i went to back islam at first to withdraw money...
coz i am broke..-_-
but the ATM machines at the ECM area were all out of service...
and so unlucky...
i only brought out my bank islam card...
my maybank card was left at home...
so i could not withdraw money from the ATM machine in ECM...-_-
so i actually drove all the way to another bank islam...
at jalan besar...
but i have no idea what is wrong with the machine...
it did not allowed me to withdraw rm50...
not even rm30..-_-
so in the end...
i managed to withdraw rm100...

headed back to terminal makmur bus station...
i was supposed to buy plusliner bus tickets...
as requested by jessephine...
but another so coincident...
they were having this system problem that time...
so i was not able to buy any ticket from that plusliner counter at all...
called jessephine to ask for another choice...
she requested transnasional...
i managed to buy two ways tickets for her...
and headed home straight after that...

i will be going back hostel tonight...
gosh...gonna miss my bed for another week..:(
and will be going back rather early tonight...
coz i will be having my fundamental discrete structure quiz tomorrow morning...
i need to get my things unpack early...
so that i can revise for tomorrow's quiz...

today is bro's 13th birthday...
i totally forgot about it...
until mummy brought a cake home after work..:p

went home after yam cha...
around 11pm...

currently still thinking whether to go or not to go back to university...
for the jejak warisan event...
i am just too too too lazy to go..:(

i had one simple mid autumn feast with my roommates last night...
with yingsher too...
she is christelle's coursemate...

i am home..:)
mummy fetched me home this time...
coz daddy went outstation already...

i had my ISE class today...
and the lecturer told us that there are few of us who fail...
for our mid term test...
goshhhh...
i have a feeling that one of them is me..:(

i need to go back to university on saturday morning...
and sunday morning too...
there will be a 'jejak warisan' event going on this saturday...
from 8am till 12.30pm...
and it is a compulsory event again..-_-
whereas on sunday morning...
i will be having my technical english presentation...

i attended this hari raya celebration event today...
i did not really celebrate...
i am currently staying in my room with my roommates...
and watching dramas in front of my lappy..:p
so many people playing lanterns and candles down there...
i just do not feel like going out..-_-

i had a very bad day today...
thinking back about it made me feel like crying too..:(

today is the day to hand in my ptptn documents...
again i purposely woke up early in the morning...
and headed to WDKU1...
amazingly there were so so many of them who reached there earlier than jessephine and me...
the few front rows of the lecture hall already occupied...
jessephine and me only managed to grabbed our seats on the fifth or sixth row...
we were there since 8.30am...

and as what i have predicted...
typical malaysians..-_-
they came late...
and by the time they set up everything and briefed us on the documents...
it was almost 9.30am plus till almost 10am already...-_-

we were asked to go infront the counter on the stage...
to pass up our documents...
and we were told to go one by one...
and row by row...
first come first serve...
we were supposed to move from one seat to another until we reach the front...
but those annoying and uncivilized late comers...!!!!!
they cut line like nobody business...
some even went straight to the stage and queued...

and eventually...
those who sitting and waited patiently did not get to move at all...-_-
thank god they got scolded by the officers in the end...

when i finally reached to the front...
i was queuing to hand in my documents...
there were another two muslim girls infront of me...
they asked THREE of their friends who came from nowhere...
one wearing red...one in blue...and another one in yellow...-_-
to queue as well...
i got cut again!!!!!
ooohhhh...i was so so so so mad that i almost scolded them...
but i did not..-_-
i slowly cut them back...
but i only managed to cut the blue one...
fine!!!!!...let it be..:(

then when it was my turn...
FINALLY it was my turn...
the officer checked my documents...
he said that i have a few certification chops cannot be used...
he asked me to go to the counter on the left side of the hall...
to re-certify three pieces of my documents...
then i headed back to the counter
then he said my whole documents cannot be used..:(
coz of the certification chops again...
and he also mentioned to me that there was one page on the document cannot be used also...
coz i used liquid paper on that page...
he asked me to erase the date and my signature as well...
and then photocopy back that page and fill in back the necessary fields...-_-

the only photocopy machine available that time was the one at ina shoppe...
which is in my hostel area...
that was the nearest photocopy machine i could think of..:(
i skipped my lunch...
i walked back to my hostel area just to photocopy that SINGLE piece of paper...
then i have to walk all the way back to WDKU1...
to ask one of the incharged officer of certify my documents...
and so coincident...
it was lunch time...
the officer went for his lunch already...
so i waited...
then there was a friend of mine came to me and said to me that...
the officer not gonna come back again...
coz he had a meeting to attend...
ooohhhh...HOW PATHETIC!!!!!..:(
i do not know where else to find officer to sign my documents...
until i overheard from someone...
she said there was a lecturer who willing to help us sign...
but the lecturer was in the FKASA faculty office...
which is just right beside WDKU buildings...
so i went over there with another coursemate of mine...
but we found nobody there...!!!!..-_-
so in the end...
i decided to call my PA instead...-_-
finally she answered my call...
i asked her if she is free to certify my ptptn documents...
she said okie and asked me to go over to my faculty office...
which was situated at the other side of my hostel area...
i got no choice but to go over there..:(
walked all the way back there again under the hot hot hot sun...
i finally managed to get all my documents certified..-_-
then i had to walk back to WDKU1 again...
i approached back the same officer...
this time was my turn to cut line..:p

after all the troubles...
at last...
i successfully handed in my ptptn documents..-_-
WHAT A DAY...!!!!!

i almost gave up applying for this loan...
when the officer rejected my documents..:(
i was there since 8.30am...
and i only settled everything at 3.10pm..-_-
i have class from 10am till 5pm today...
i have eventually skipped 5 hours of classes today...
PATHETIC!!!!
i only went in the last two classes...
which was from 3.30pm till 5pm..-_-

i just got to check my computer architecture mid term test's marks...
unbelievable...
i am superb satisfied with my result..:)
unexpected..

back to university already...
time flies..:(

i was supposed to hand in my ptptn documents this morning...
according to the memos...
so i went to WDKU at 8am with jessephine...
quite a number of them waiting there already...
we waited for about one hour there...
but the ptptn officers still did not turned up...
until there was a girl who approached us and told us that...
they received a last minute annoucement from JHEPA...
saying that it will be postponed to tomorrow and wednesday..-_-
so called 'efficitent' huh..??..-_-

i had one hour gap in between...
coz my first class for today only starts at 10am...
so i headed back to my room...
then walked to class for my first lesson of the day..-_-
i got back my fundamental discrete structure test papers...
i am quite satisfied with my result...
but at the same time...
i feel pathetic for myself too looking back at the mistakes i did during the test...
coz i got 0 marks for such a simple question...-_-

i only had 1 hour of class today...
my 2 hours lab session for application development workshop was canceled..:p

i just got back from junwai's birthday party...
it is his 7th birthday today...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!!!..:P

ku ma asked my whole family to go over to her house to eat...
but in the end...
there were only my bro and me who went..-_-
daddy and mummy wanna stay at home...
and gor went back to penang already in the morning...
my uncles and aunties and cousins went too...

it was a kids party actually..-_-
kids EVERYWHERE...
all the kids there were all 7 years old and below...
and i felt so so old there..-_-
but there were lots and lots of FOOD!!!..:)
and ku ma cooked my favourite curry chickens...
i just love ku ma's homemade curry chickens..:p
i will eat a lot..:)
*yummy yummy yummy*

i woke up in the afternoon today...
almost 1pm...
bb said i am a piggy..:p
eat a lot and sleep alot..:p

i spent my whole afternoon doing my presentation...
i really did this time..-_-
till i almost forget that i need to go for dinner with...
karyan..shienwei..and chien...

by the time i remember about it...
it was already almost 5.15pm...
and at that very moment only...
i just realized that there was not any car available for me to drive..:0
i called mummy to ask whether who has drove my kelisa out...
mummy said it was gor...
so i called gor after that...
for twice i called him...
but he did not picked up my calls at all..-_-
then only i decided to ask karyan if she can change the time to 7pm maybe...
but too bad...
she could not change it...
coz chien needs to leave for her MYF at 8pm..:(
karyan offered to fetch me actually...
but i was worried maybe she needs to go somewhere else with shienwei after dinner...
luckily gor called me back after that...
he said he is on his was home already...
so i went there myself in the end..:p

the four of us had steamboat for dinner...
at the taste cafe...
i think it is not a very good place for steamboat there...
coz they prepare limited choices of food there..-_-
i went back home after dinner...
and came out with mummy again...
to megamall to buy junwai's birthday present...
bought a sweater for him..:)